Cough, cough, gasp!

omg.. I think I'm gonna die before I even get close to living in that room! Idk how many of you are aware of my weaknesses but GOD, I really can't handle these items...

①fresh tomatoes [just the smell makes me cringe]

②milk alone [i can't even handle a mili-drop]

③D.U.S.T.

Yes, dust... my scale is WAY beyond all. I really can't be aroud dust for so long.. If I get in contact with dust for too long I get itchy inside and out... My throat feels like it's shrinking on me and it also feels like I all of a sudden grew fur in my throat... you know what I mean???

And I did the worst thing for myself today... I opened boxes after boxes, trying to get rid of all my grandparent's clothes and also my aunts.. Effing shet.. there's so much junk in there! I found Disco clothes that my aunt used to wear..

the bright ass colored ones.. and I found sweaters and suits

and bed covers and tables and sponges and notebook with weird phrases on it (like "Hello, are you cowboy?") and and and!!!

DUST (≧x≦)

I really thought I was gonna die but I have to clean that room.. my bed's coming in TWO days....! I have no time to waste and all those junks to throw out!!! The face mask makes me have pimples on my chin and!!!! I think it's too much to handle right now... I feel like an ant trying to clean the world! I wish I had Suelki in her depressed mood so that she'll help me clean that whole shitload!!!

SUELKI~~~~~ (T0T) I need you~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

On top of that, my dad's coming to Japan tomorrow so I have to clean the first floor bedroom... JESUS CHRIST(I'm sorry for using your name in vain..)!!! It's like my cleaning switch is on full blast!!! I need to clean my soon to be room AND the first floor bedroom and I also need to make dinner because my grandma's getting awarded and interviewed tomorrow at work so they, of course, have an after party..... Idk if I can do this... I don't think I'll be coming online tomorrow to speak to anyone... I really think I'm going to be dead tomorrow... So Luis, if you send me an e-mail on my phone, know that a sweet reply may not come back if any... And Suelki... I love your long mails but I may not be able to reply you tomorrow... Sorry...

Well, I'm gonna be heading out.. Gotta sleep to get energized.. x_x